After a long chat with my 'cuz' I decided to clear out my bag.
Four hair grips.
One hand sanitiser.
Two hair ties.
One breast screen notice.
Glitter (from a painting my grandaughter gave me).
New Rego sticker that should have been put on the car days ago.
Old phone bill (paid).
Dozens of bank receipts.
Two Avon sample lippies(Covered in glitter).
One dead phone.
One dead plant cutting.
Half a packet of sticky cough lollies (with sand attached).
I was wondering where the sand came from but then I found the sea-shell.
I've filed the things that needed to be filed, put all the medications and hair stuff in the cosmetic bag, thrown out all the old receipts, emptied out the sand and glitter, put the rego on the kitchen bench near the back door so it is the first thing I do in the morning. Thrown out the chewing gum and rubbish. Charged up my phone, the sample bottle will be filled in the morning (like you needed to know that LOL), I remembered where the skewer came from - a Lenards mexican chilli chicken sausage sample. I've stuck the appointment letters on the fridge - I need a bigger fridge, I'm running out of space and fridge magnets.
I've made a new list of things that I need to do, think, say, feel this week.
Tomorrow I am going to stay off the puter as long as I can unless it is for research, I am going to stick myself in the craft room and I am going to get these ideas that are running round my head out of there and on to paper. I am going to feel that passion again, I am going to be fired up and enthusiastic about my work and my life. I am going to stop self sabataging. I am going to go back to cooking proper meals. I am going to kick this self indulgent apathy and lethargy in the butt. Well, maybe the day after tomorrow I'll do it.