I am so bored, jaded, craft burnt out, lethargic etc etc etc. Is it me or is everyones blogs starting to look the same - all pretty, pink, cutesy, twee. I am guilty of the same but i so want to find something else - I want to look at someones blog or pinterest page and say WOW that different, I want to be inspired. I want passion in my work, I want fire,
The past few months have been hectic, family issues that turned us upside down, work obligations that involved moving to a new building and lots of upheaval, Centrelink paperwork being accidently shredded (not by me, by them) then the new forms going missing - it took 6 weeks to get the whole damm thing sorted from start to finish and a continuing hassle with my job provider that still hasnt been sorted. I'm bending over backwards to do my part and the system just keeps stuffing up.
I get up in the morning, i go through the motions - washing, cleaning, cooking, reading, volunteering and then bed. I do a bit of crafting (more out of habit than actually wanting to create something) and a bit gardening and thats my day. The banality of it all is driving me round the bend. I feel like I am waiting for something big to happen, been feeling this way for a long time - I wish the universe would hurry up and show me whats coming... be careful what you wish for LOL.