OKay so maybe it is a bit premature for Easter. I was playing around with photo's and thought a section of a china plate would look nice. It'll do for now.
Yesterday I didn't get out of my baggy daggy sleeping t-shirt, I thought perhaps now would be a good time to though. Start the year as you mean to go on........daggy and laid back without a care in the world.
I cleared out my files in my emails. Got rid of lots of junk I no longer need in there. 1000 emails I had been saving in some file or another. Of course it took twice as long cos I had to read some on them. Right back to 2006. Boy was I young and naive then HA HA HA, I wish. I'd have to go back to before 1970 for that.
I need inspiration, my creativity is well and truly stuck, I need to do 6 dolls pretty soon for a friends window display.
I'm also stuck over wether I should start doing the markets, dragging myself out of bed early is no problem, its the motivation I need to commit and following through. Its the same with the magazines - I just can't get the motivation to follow through with my ideas.
My ideal life would be to have enough money to not worry about the bills and to live comfortably, not to have to worry about centrelink ruling my life, to be able to do what I want, when I want and to not have to worry about anyone else but myself and to do what I love doing. I seem to be waiting for something to happen all the time. I'm in limbo with everything in my life. I know I should use this quiet time to reflect and go within, meditate and heal but even that side of my life is in Limbo.
Lunch time, left over ham salad I think with crusty bread and then get out of this towel and get dressed.